(about 2006)
Once you've searched
and have, by some miracle
beheld
your life- as a whole;
it doesn't mean
you can stay there
and have His companionship
at each minute.
It means, sometimes,
loving, without tangibility.
Saying goodbye
and accepting what He's brought you
even though your eyes beheld
a process- incomplete still,
yet to you, it was whole
and
complete.
You love Him
and you will never
be the same.
You search
and search
and everywhere you search
it's incomplete
because your life
for now
is changed.
