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Showing posts with label Mercy. Show all posts
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To the Ones I Love


(about 1997)


Communicating with you is as simple as a smile
When I am with you, I am provoked by my heart,
and not my thoughts.
It is more rewarding to hold my tongue, and just listen
and yet I talk and talk, longing to say something to you
of the grace and beauty you bring to my life..
and when there is silence again--
it seems I have done nothing
but to have made another mistake,
for which I beg your forgiveness.
It is because of this that I now live.
Your kindness makes it possible to lift
my head and look for a brighter day,
and to smile during a long, dark night.
It has most often been your hand
which has been lent to me when I fall,
and I must be forever imprisoned with wondering
what I can ever do to repay you.
You are my friend.

Grace

( about 2002)

I still don't understand
what happened
my heart broke
I lost all control
I gave myself over
to the nothingness
that lay ahead
I couldn't even
pick up the pieces
the last thing I did
was take the first step
as your voice
told me to do
and I lost
everything
dreams
tears
myself

I wake up every day
to a beautiful place
you built
I'm held in the arms
of love
you provided
on the way here
I experienced
each moment
as you built
a new me
I have
everything
my dreams
more tears
myself
I still don't understand
what happened.

The "Unmasking" Friends

(about 1994 ~ dedicated to Eliza R. Snow "a woman in time")

Truth, Light, and Love
the "unmasking" friends
I learned from woman in time
how each person, each moment,
each lie that we fear
need only to meet
with my three saving friends.

For even the demon
and monster of death,
his pains and his woes
forth to show,
hov'ring the world
each creature, each kind
his mask is of poison,
of blackness, of end.


But then face to face
with our Savior's truth
the blackness and hurt
of the mask melts away.
His light at eye-level
with once-hollow eyes
now brightens
the home-bound way.

His love, like a lantern
that's welcoming home
is clearly deep down inside
in the heart of this lie
that people called death
because they could not
see inside.

And even the day
or the hour it seems
that every clear friend
has retired,
every dear thing has been
taken from you,
nowhere to go. No love,
no company.

But again face to face
with our Savior's truth
the empty-faced,
all -alone mask
melts away.

His light at eye-level
with once-crying eyes
now beckons you
go on your way.
His love like the water
that's quenching your soul
as steadfastly
you're marching on.
The journey this moment,
though lonely, has giv'n
you're learning to look
deep inside.

For even the poor man
who begs on the streets,
his haggard and beaten-worn clothes
and wanting for money,
for shelter, for food,
his mask is of distance,
complacency, greed.

So now face to face
with our Savior's truth,
the distance you feared
in his mask melts away.
His light at eye-level
with once-hungry eyes
shines forth on mankind
equality.
His love like the shelter
that gives your soul rest
now beckons you give,
give to him.
For we are all beggars,
on mercy depend
when beyond these masks
you look
deep inside.

Changed

(about 2006)

Once you've searched
and have, by some miracle
beheld
your life- as a whole;
it doesn't mean
you can stay there
and have His companionship
at each minute.

It means, sometimes,
loving, without tangibility.
Saying goodbye
and accepting what He's brought you
even though your eyes beheld
a process- incomplete still,
yet to you, it was whole
and
complete.

You love Him
and you will never
be the same.

You search
and search
and everywhere you search
it's incomplete
because your life
for now
is changed.

Charity

( about 2005)

In answer to longing prayer
God has lifted me to Him
where I found
He has been lower
than you and me.

I am with you
I cry your tears
I feel joy at your success
I ease your pain
Lift your burdens
My tears I cry not alone
My joy is multiplied by you
my pain is bearable
my burdens light

No sorrow too great
a ransom paid
The crown on my head
will bow to His feet
In glory I will fall to my knees.
My voice will sing His name forever.

The Way

(about 1994)

We came with promises
None we couldn't keep
about who we are
what we would do
all we could ever be.

I look inside
no memory
about who I am
what I will do
All I will ever be.

I will know someday
when all is said and done
yet what about today?
Still, who am I to say?
So I kneel to pray

I see a crown of thorns
A body bent and torn
A mission perfectly fulfilled
Of Mercy, Hope and Grace
I see His smiling face.

Helpless

(about 1998)

I'm helpless-
I didn't do a thing to get me here.
Far away from every doubt and fear.
Living life,
I'll never understand.

I'm helpless-
breathing from another person's love
someone sent to help me from above
Like awakening
from a dream
Leaving everything else behind.

And it was His hands
that did all that was done
His love
that helped me see the sun
The new dawn has come
And I'm helpless-
because
I didn't do a thing to get me here.